The Gem Witch

Kismet. We were meant to be together forever.
My almost forever.

Loving you was like waking to sunlight on my skin. Gentle, golden, full of promise.
Loving you was like standing in the pouring rain, each drop a blessing.
Loving you was like devouring that one perfect book in a single day, because I couldn’t bear to put it down.

Losing you is begging for a love I’ll never receive.
Losing you is watching my world burn.
Losing you is treading water in an endless ocean.

The pain courses through my blood, rattles my bones.
My whole body aches for you, a piece of me missing, the emptiness consuming.
My thoughts whisper your name, faded & forgotten.

That fiery passion, that soul connection. I’ve never been so in love, nor so broken.
& my dear, I’ve known heartbreak before.
I’ll carry the lessons you left me, close to my chest, for this lifetime & the next.

I thought you were my anchor keeping me steady,
but you were the weight pulling me under.
I refuse to drown in sorrow.

For a moment, I believed we were twin flames.
I chased, you ran.
Maybe you felt that same magnetic pull, that soul-to-soul tether.
The universe brought us together again & again you left.
But this isn’t ascension, this is toxicity.

You left to protect yourself, too afraid of something real.
I may have fucked up, but so did you.
We were both unhealed, carrying the ghosts of our pasts.

Healing is a journey, an eternal one.
You thought you were healed.
I’m sorry, my love, you weren’t.

I thought you were my forever soulmate.
Turns out, you were my karmic soulmate.
We weren’t meant to last. Only to teach, to awaken, to burn.

For years, my dreams had faded.
You brought them to life again.
Now I grieve the loss of what we could never be.

Here I am, torn apart, torn down like The Tower.
It’s time to rebuild the foundation.
The foundation of me.

The universe was looking out for me all along.
I’ll rearrange my life without you.
I’ll love myself the way I once loved you.
& I release you. With gratitude, with grace, with light. ✨

💛 Ave